I don’t mind what happens
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve thought I’ve finally started to get my shit together, figure it all out. Only to have life smack me right in the face with that passive aggressive sound that technically means no, but almost feels like more of a I’m happy to be telling you no.
“Nope.”
You wanna make God laugh, tell him your plans. That’s what they say. I say laugh right back when he nopes all over your plans.
I recently heard somewhere that the secret to life is contained in five little words: “I don’t mind what happens.”
Let go and let God, in another five words. I think for me though, I don’t mind what happens is stickier.
If you do stop minding, you might find that you’re right where you were always supposed to be. Fighting the battles that will make you a new you that will do new, wonderful things with all her experience and scar tissue and clear eyes with no more tears left. Maybe a you that won’t feel so off your path all the time.
Or maybe not.
Either way, if you live the I don’t mind what happens life…you won’t mind it.
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